Depression

Depression.....
The recession
No job
No income
No care
No feeling
No pain
No emotions
No fear
See none
Hear none
Voice no opinion
I'm being led backwards
So theres no progression
Emotions are dead
I just feel pain in my stomach
Yet pain is what numbs it
No wrist cutting though
I just push myself
I do push-ups 'till my arms collapse
I do crunches 'till I throw up
I don't even eat the same shit anymore
I feel like fighting
I want to break something
I want to let all my ill feelings out
I want to knock somebody the fuck out
I want to stomp them in the fucking ground
I want to scream
I want to yell
I WANT TO LIVE LIFE ON MY TERMS!!!!!!!!!!!